And He was saying to them, “if anyone wants to come to Me, he must deny himself, take up his cross daily, and follow Me.” Luke 9:23
I admit that I’ve always thought about this verse in a negative sense. Denying self and carrying a heavy burdensome cross daily never sounded that appealing to me. But today when I read it, the Spirit nudged me with the question, “What if they are good things?”
Jesus denied Himself from the moment He became an embryo in Mary’s womb. He denied Himself face to face fellowship with His beloved Father and experienced the same difficulties in prayer and communication that we do. He denied Himself an “easy” life and He denied Himself the easy way out numerous times. All so that He could better help us in our daily struggles.
Jesus took up His cross daily from the day He became aware of what laid ahead (which was probably well before He first told the disciples). While it was the most difficult and burdensome thing any human being has or ever will have to bear, He bore it from and with love to buy our freedom from sin and Satan and to secure eternal life for us.
So, I can easily understand how denying myself can lead to good for myself and others and bring glory to God. I’ve always understood that – I just don’t like to do it all the time, especially when I’m feeling like I’ve been denied so much in life. Weeding out selfishness is just as difficult as taking up a cross I think.
That leaves taking up my cross daily. What if taking up my cross daily isn’t like bearing the huge cross beam Jesus had. What if it isn’t heavy, burdensome, or distasteful and something to be avoided? What if taking up my cross daily really means that each day I make a choice to identify myself as a believer and Christ-follower wherever and whatever that may lead to? What if taking up my cross means that each day I choose to be salt and light to those in my sphere of influence? What if it means choosing each day to serve Christ instead of myself? Then, taking up my cross daily is no longer a burden to dread but a privilege to look forward to and treasure!
The cross was Jesus’ purpose in coming. It was more than a torturous means of death. It was a means to an end – salvation. Taking up my cross daily means working out God’s purpose for my life, doing my best for Him whether it’s work, household tasks, writing or teaching. Everything lived and done for Jesus.